Last Saturday, hubby asked if he could go out with his friends. I don’t want if you have this feeling that you don’t want to, but you have to say yes because you want to give him a break. So, I did say yes despite my doubts. Well I don’t want to act sinister for saying no.
It’s a little shame to say that I have trust issues going on. There are so many bad thoughts swirling in my mind from the time he went out of the house around six until he goes home at two in the morning. I can’t help to think that he is doing bad things despite his assurance to me. Of course, I don’t show my doubts to him. But I can’t help myself from doubting.
This is the first time I share this because I feel like I can no longer contain it. I feel I’m going to explode any time. I don’t want to share this to my family because they have so many issues towards him even before. Some of my friends are way too busy of their life and can’t find time to spend with me. Good thing, I can write it here.
Well, to make matters worse, the pictures of their outing are already uploaded to facebook. Huh! To my surprise he is the only male human being in the group, the rest are pretty girls. Well, there are two aloof boys in the corner as if they have their own world. What a coincidence?
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