I have been checking a social network that I am a member of. It’s been a while I visited this site. I found a friend upload lots of picture in our supposedly reunion, which I did not join. What the matter of me anyway? Why did I not join our reunion, when in fact I miss all of my college friends?
It all boils down to our last reunion party when I really make a mess out of myself. I could not forget the time. Having insufficient information on the theme of the event, I went there overdressed and over makeup. I just want to collapse seeing my friends in their casual wear. “EXIT SIGNS, where are you?” Before I could reach to the exit doors, my friend caught me. I have to make up excuses but was pursued not to leave.
Of course, I am the only person in the party that attracts too much attention. I become so conscious which makes me very clumsy. I just created loads of funny things that are reasons enough for my friends to ridicule me afterward. I went to the bathroom to fix myself and seen the exit sign instead, such a savior. Without a doubt, I instantly went out, to save some dignity I left.
That’s just the reason I did not join last year. I don’t know if the venue’s exit signs would save me again if I mess up. I still need to fix my confidence before I join any party.
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February 21st, 2009 at 10:06 pm
oh no… i’ve never been into a reunion ever. that’s why i don’t have any idea about what should i feel about it…
happy weekend…
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